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MOVING.

Tue, 01 Dec 2009 05:12:50 GMT

THINK, Trapped.

Sun, 20 Sep 2009 09:15:52 GMT

God please give me strength. Remove my ability to procrastinate and show me the way to my Chemistry book. )): i feel everyone's pain, everyone who is studying for the A levels that is. WHY O WHY DID I TAKE SCIENCE!!!!!!!! *i could stab my eyes with a fork right now* i am utterly jealous that my sister is partying her life away and upset that she tries to tempt me into attending parties with her, which make me even more upset because i know i can't go and that i should stay home to at least try to study. This is so torturous. I am not getting anywhere for Chemistry and at least there's hope for my Math and Bio (if i really want to). Chemistry, O Chemistry, thee draineth thy of thy soul. I don't know la. Urgh forget it. Im procrastinating again. ))))))): Goodbye world.

KAMIKAZE AIRPLANES IN THE SKY

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 07:26:48 GMT

This time it's sink or swim. </3

Thu, 14 May 2009 14:00:35 GMT

BUGGER OFF,

NO MORE, NO MORE.

Sat, 21 Mar 2009 03:28:17 GMT

I SPENT 3 HOURS IN FRONT OF MY COMPUTER CRYING MY EYEBALLS OUT, i watched 3 depressing shows in a row. what a great start to my morning. not.

ANYWAY,
thanks everyone for the birthday greetings and presents. i really had a good time. (((:
OMYF, i can't wait for monday

There's no one like you, sings

Sun, 01 Feb 2009 10:57:52 GMT

Im going to miss my mulletheadneighbourhoodbaby </3
Please takecare dearest.

Fri, 23 Jan 2009 09:58:54 GMT

OKGO!

FOUR DAY MARATHON.
HIATUS.

it aint easy

Sat, 15 Nov 2008 17:42:59 GMT

And into the flight of night,
Insomnia strikes, and hopes alight,
Set ourselves up to fall;
So we stargaze and we write down all the things that we'll do;
Fall into the river, our pockets full of stone,
Full of stone.

Fri, 31 Oct 2008 12:26:28 GMT

geewhiz. who could have forseen this. lonely girl sitting in her room eating instant noodles and watching lipstick jungle on the only day in the year where she could have been playing dress up to be someone/ something else.

it's the third time this week im eating instant noodles. =/ the ajinomoto might kill me, i can already see it taking effect on my hair. and while everyone is out partying away, i am here chowing down my noodles and feeling extremely upset that i dont have enough of anything to join anyone's party. not that i was invited to anything, of course. but just saying. my sister (who dressed as a bunny) is heading to zouk, made a very tempting offer but, i declined. my cousin might be going out with her boyfriend .. . AU. and i'd ask bee out but she's having the time of her life at her second home, B & J (DEMPSEY). it occured to me that i could go down and surprise her but then after that what would i do.. . so another hole there. i asked mabel for dindins and she agreed but stupid me thought i'd go to the night safari with the others so i kindda turned down her yes. and look at me now.. . still. bowl of noodles. geesus, could i get anymore boring. ..

well anyway, at least i have my mom. ok i just got really boring.

Live fast and die young, <3

Thu, 30 Oct 2008 06:47:53 GMT

Only Andrew VanWyngarden knows best

yalam

Wed, 29 Oct 2008 13:15:42 GMT

im supposed to be studying for my mother tongue because god knows how long i take to memorise things. i think i have been memorising things since noon and yet im still not done. here i am, sidetracking because i really cannot take it anymore. im exhausted and everything. i really hope that paper isnt too hard tmrw, not there's not much words i dont know. can you imagine!!! 13 years of MALAY will end tomorrow!?!??! im ecstatic! i wouldnt have to write or speak it anymore. NOTHING.EVER.AGAIN. (: i should get a cake to celebrate or something. there's still my pw on the 5th and econs on the 12th so i wont rejoice too soon. =/ akljfklajfkjangad. i could so make a list of complaints right now. ok got to go cramp some words! (:

i would have said it Blair

Tue, 21 Oct 2008 13:17:41 GMT

Chuck: Say it.
Blair: Say what? I'll say anything.
Chuck: Say those three words you wanted me to say.
Blair: Are you kidding?
Chuck: Not quite. Eight letters. Three syllables. Say them and im yours.
Blair: But im already yours and you're ruining the mood with all this talk.
Chuck: You can't say it. You wanted it from me.
Blair: Im prepared to settle.
Chuck: Maybe im not.
Blair: Chuck Bass...I.. will never say those words to you.
Chuck:Then you will never have me.
Blair: Is this because of Vanessa?! It was a game Chuck. That's it.
Chuck: Maybe i wanna raise the stakes. If you want to play that game, i chased you for long enough, now it's time you chased me.
- CHUCK BASS & BLAIR WALDORF (DAN IN REAL LIFE)

S.0.S

Sat, 18 Oct 2008 01:42:47 GMT

Page Not Found

Narrator: In A.D. 2006, Web was beginning.
Captain: What happen ?
Mechanic: Somebody set up us the journal.
Operator: We get signal.
Captain: What !
Operator: Main browser turn on.
Captain: It's you !!
CATS: How are you users !!
CATS: All your base are belong to Frank.
CATS: You are on the way to 404.
Captain: What you say !!
CATS: You have no chance to reach your page. Make your spelling correct.
CATS: Ha Ha Ha Ha ....

This popped up when i was trying to enter my livejournal. it's was a pretty funny start to the morning.. (:

gf made me do it.

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 15:05:17 GMT

"3 words, 8 letters. Say it and i'm yours"

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 14:31:24 GMT

[delete]

im afraid.
because i have everything to lose.

[/delete]

please help me forget?

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 07:49:09 GMT

and that is the biggest reason why i hate FACEBOOK.

i think.. . . im not over it.
s***. !@@%$#^$#^&%&$%*%^*^&*^% ):

you know that i will.. . m y

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 14:35:03 GMT

tpday was supposed to be an outing for CG but everything was canceled. However, it seemed as though Jar knew that i wouldn't have anything on and she messaged me at 630 AM asking me out. Hooray! (: it came as a surprise because we haven't been speaking for a long long time and i didn't think that we'd ever have a chance to meet considering my schedule. But today was IT, i've missed her for a very long time.

We caught HardCock and the best thing about it was that we had the whole cinema to ourselves! ok, almost. there was a guy who was seated a few rows in front but that was it. it was as good as a private screening! (: it occured to me how much we've grown since leaving STC or more like how much Jar's grown. According to Jar, im still stuck in high school life. Jar can almost be my psychologist and the best thing is that i dont even have to pay for her ear. haha. i updated her about my lame life and we gossiped about others. hahaha. some things will never change. i know Jar enjoyed today as much as i did. if my schedule permits, i suppose there'll be more similar fridays ahead of us. (:

dear J,

please take care yourself dear. don't shrink to a pea in a pod.

love, li.

come together

Mon, 07 Jul 2008 14:53:20 GMT

BEEcause when i say, "we're forever", i mean it.
And when you said, "And always", you meant it too.

you're the one thing i can't do without.
i effing love you SAMANTHA CHEONG and im proud to say it.

under a sky that hasn't been blue for weeks.

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 16:29:47 GMT

My thoughts just swam from me.

a little speck of grey. not like you care.

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 13:46:30 GMT

i bet your day was warm.
i bet your day was filled with laughter.
i bet your day was yellow and lazy.
i bet your day was awesome.
i bet your day was not lonely.
i bet your day was charming.
i bet your day was a song.
i bet your day was thoughtful.
i bet your day was not my day.
i bet your day sits and waits.
i bet your day forgot.
i bet your day couldn't care.
i bet your day was important.
i bet your day was quiet.

and i bet your day was ruined.
and i bet my day wasn't as good as yours.

thgir tuo emoc dluow sdrow eht hsiw i.
till then, this will work.

Sat, 07 Jun 2008 14:53:36 GMT

i feel like burning my fisheye. ): everyone seems to have a fisheye now. i think i wanna sell it and get something else. i haven't touched my oktomat for the longest time too. i want to get a ringflash for my fisheye or if i find someone to sell it to, i'd want a Diana. (: it's pretty pricey but maybe i can get it for cheaper. ZOMG. I JUST FOUND OUT! MY DIANA ONLY COSTS 62 SGD IF I BUY IT FROM JAPAN!!! AND GUESS WHO'S IN JAPAN!! HEEHEEHEE.

an hour later... . ...
forget it. ): i dont know where they sell lomos in japan. asfhsagnkjgk. ):

beee-lieve

Tue, 03 Jun 2008 01:33:55 GMT

i can't find her and it's killing me. i think she's punishing me for disappearing on her like that. how revengeful. ): don't do this, please. i miss you like crazy. i really would like to spend days with you, sleeping, waking, eating, sleeping, waking, eating, talking. we could watch re-runs or some french porn, because we're so hardcore. Melissa P? remember? please come back, or wake because i need you. needing you hasn't changed. you're supposed to hold my hand when i go for liposuction remember and sleep by my bed till i wake. then we'd run to my neighbour's and we''d crash there. forcing her to cook meals for us because we're too poor to support ourselves. we'd end up staying there for more than a year and she'd eventually chase us out for being such filthy slobs for living off her expenses. we'd quietly sneak out her heavy front door and chase lights, starlight. how about if i make plans.. . . to have spend the rest of my life with just us. . . ...? will it make you stay? please, stay. i love you.

BUMBLE

Thu, 29 May 2008 13:12:34 GMT

he dances to BEN 10's theme song,
he only knows, "wo bu yao" in chinese,
he thinks he's white,
he mistakes me for jie jie alyson,
he is so smart because he can memorise 10 words after i repeat them twice over,
he could start a conversation with anyone,
he loves answering the phone,
he doesn't like it when you call him handsome,
he thinks girls are sexy not beautiful,
he is blunt,
MOST OF ALL,
he is tristan, he is my cousin and he is brightest firefly (or in this case, bumblebee) in my jar.

one day down, 4 more to go.

Mon, 26 May 2008 15:38:24 GMT

I thought i'd never say this but i miss Australia. I miss the morning frost you get on the windows and early sunset to welcome dusk. I miss using 2 dollar coins and taking one hour bus rides. I miss the air that breathes salty and i mostly, i miss the laziness of it all. Which makes me wonder sometimes, is home really where the heart is?

Sun, 25 May 2008 14:42:45 GMT

i can't do this without you.